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Friday, April 11th, 2003
8:50 pm	HAPPY BIRTHDAY KRISTIN! I love you my home jaun! Hope you had a great bday!! =) Wooo havent written here in a bit but u pretty much no whats going on in my life right now lol...testing is over and im glad, but i miss the half days! Oh well...next week we only have school for 3 days cuz of easter break!! SO GREAT! but we have soo many tests! AHhhh anyways im soooooo colded!!! Earlier i took the bus home to holly hill its interesting the way they treat the bus driver and the people on the bus...Poor people well ima go lub ya!..haha i just typed lub... Current Mood: cold (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 31st, 2003
7:19 pm	Mondays can suck my balls!!!! Yuck! Mondays ugh...i think were better off without them...anyways i havent done anything special lately..this weekend sucked i stayed in all weekend and kinda just went on the computer and slept and shit...plus the weather sucked ass anyways! ..Yea well Im so blah lately..nothing can make me happy nemore! Well I know one thing that can, and its a person and i dont think thats ever gonna happen..so ill just be sadded again ;( tear tear lol...today after school i had the dentist fun fun!! not..it hurts lol...then hmm what else tomorrow after school i have a doctors appt. for my finger!! Ahh lol i hope they dont cut it off...but i no they are gonna have to do something to it...cuz obviously something is wrong! And then tomorrow night its the semi finals hockey game but amys got an eye doc. appt. so i doubt if well make that and i really really wanna go!!!!! =-O ahhh h I hope she gets done quick but then they always eat late to! lol i can never win can i? Weds. is career night and im helping out for that cuz i have nothing better to do!!! ...and plus mrs schueller is gonna buy us some pizza! lol...cant give that offer up!! Well yea now i have the worst headache in the world and im tired as shit i think im gonna go!!!! Current Mood: lonely (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 22nd, 2003
6:17 pm	FUCK EVERYTHING!! Yea so this week totally fuckin sucks i think it was one of the worst weeks of my life....so many people have been having a hard time including me...Well on thursday pete broke up with me ..fucker..but hey i knew it was coming some day...whatever I dont care about anything anymore...basically im tired of my family,my life, and me, nothing ever works out for me and i always end up screwing everything up, no matter what it may be. It seems like im tearing my family apart, We cant stand each other and all we do is yell and scream and im sick of all this shit, it really is affecting me if i think about it...I never wanna do nething anymore im so lazy and all i wanna do is sit up in my room and think, and its taking a toll on me at school to, in the morning we fight some more and it gets me in a bad mood, so i sit in class and just think about everything besides my work...AHH!!!!! I need to scream so bad...I told my dad whenever he wants to leave sounds great and my mom got even more mad...i no i shouldnt have said that but im tired of it! And yea Im sounding like a bitch but i dont care i cant take it no more, i may seem happy in school, cuz i try hard not to freak out and just break down ...im a loser...ahh ...And I dont know maybe i was a little shocked pete broke up with me because the night before i went over his house and well he went in to hook up with me and i didnt i just gave him a kiss and if thats the reason why he broke up with me then damn that son of a bitch to hell because he has no reason to do that, and yea i no i had no reason to break up with his brother but i admit im a fucker who screws shit up..so yea i have an excuse if that counts. oo hell yea what a fun saturday complaining about my so called life..woo wee....whatever im done bitching ..<33 Current Mood: rejected (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
4:45 pm	you are the "you're so dumb" happy bunny. you are brutal in your words and enjoy putting others down. (Comment on this)
4:29 pm	Hmmm Im Title-less i almost forgot about this diary haha...yea well we had off today ...last night i went to christines party and there was like noone there..and i wasnt feeling good and i wasnt in a good mood i just havent been myself much lately....anyways today i went over petes house and we chilled with jim too. that kids so funny, hes crazy lol they were playing video games and i just sat there, i swear they act like they are in 2nd grade and fight and wrestle with one another...ahh ..anyways it was ok....kinda weird towards the end, cuz he was going for the kiss, u no he wanted to hook up with me, but for some reason im fuckin retarded and i just gave him a kiss. and i hope he doesnt get frustrated with me, but if he doesnt understand then i guess he shouldnt be with me, i dont no i havent talked to him yet since i got home but fuckin mike sure is nosy asking me if i hooked up with pete yet and thats not what bothered me i could care less if he asked me but after that he sed something to me that pissed me the fuck off. GRRR ness..I need to get out of my house too! Current Mood: worried (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2003
5:49 pm	I HATE MY HOUSE damn i fuckin get in the car after school and my mom starts saying yea we dont have any heat or hot water and all i asked was why and then she starts bitching at me wtf i hate it so much everyday before and after school all she does is fuckin yell at me for no reason and ill tell ya she must be going through menopause or something must be stuck up her ass...my god!...O well anyways i got my presentation tomorrow i dont wanna do it...maybe i wont and ill just take the F i dont care about anything anymore...I just wanna sleep thats all..ugh! Well this weekend i dont no what im doing supposedly im suppose to be hanging out with amy and were gonna go ice skating but if ryan cancells his plans im sure she will do the same with me :( shes always with him and when he wants to hang out with his friends without her she gets pissed and she doesnt see that he wants time to hang out with them and i dont think she realizes she doesnt hang out with me either, O well whatever...as u can tell im not in such a good mood right now...! and to make matters worse i havent been fed!..yea well tonight i wanna go to the hockey game cuz pete wants me to but noone will fuckin go damnit :( AHHHH!!!!!! ::sigh:: enough bitching im out...peace Current Mood: annoyed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 12th, 2003
5:49 pm	Middle of the week! Hey hey! Its been a few since i last wrote in here i think lol...o well im bored so i need to do something! Well on monday Pete asked me out! yay lol but Kristin you already no that ;) And that night me and amy went to the hockey game...it was fun because we havent been to one in awhile i was starting to miss it :( but neways...we both were like dead tired and sick so it was funny when we scored we were all like WOO! and then we were dead again lol...umm what else well tomorrow i have a damn presentation! im scareded i dont wanna do it! Oh well yea so Kristin from now on we wait at lunch lol..! got it? haha....ahhhhh im so tired i didnt feel good today not too many people did..amy wasnt in school either :( I went to the nurse i felt like i was going to pass out and i just about had it with all this damn school work im starting to give up and i no i shouldnt but u no what i dont give a damn...Well hmm i most likely forgot to put something in here but oo well im gonan go ttul! <33! Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 9th, 2003
12:26 am	Hmmm Wow WoooWeeeee! well well well tonight my neighbor kristi was home from college so i hung out with her and her friend christie, and when we were at walmart there were these two old ladys yelling at each other and calling each other old wicthes..i was like oo my...well then we picked up amy and we got dropped of at grundy to go ice skating nobody was really there tonight cept for pete, and there were these really cute little kids skating awww they were so adorable i wanted to steal them. well amy was trying to get some info out of pete about me, i love her so much thanks god i have her! it was time to go home and then i came online thats when i started second guessing myself and im like you no what, i always like people and i can never get what i want, and amy told me to just be patient with everything (and what i didnt no is that she was talking to pete at that time)well then i kinda felt hopeless but them pete ims me and was asking me if i was scared to hook up with him and im like no and then hes like well why didnt u tonight? and im like well u say u like me but it feels like u dont and i really dont no if u mean it and then he sed he did like me alot....and i showed amy the conversation, and she was happy so she shows me a conversation that she kept from me from a bit earlier, it was about me...and amy asked pete if he liked me like a girlfriend and he said yea...and hes like im gonna hook up with her next saturday and amys like where and hes like if u guys come ice skating and shes like in a rink? Why not invite her over ur house..lol...i love my amy, and then he said he might ask me out soon, but thats what he told me last month...but things are looking better now so i hope everything works out for me :) lol...i was telling amy that i ruin alot of things for myself because i make bad decisions in my life and i end up screwing myself and others like when i said yes to mike...i should have never done that but im trying to forget about it, i just want to be comfortable tho when im around pete and hes there....so yea thats gonna be a little hard but i dont want anything to ruin my chances now...AHH!! Wow im really hyper ok now that ive written a book im gonna go lol <33 Current Mood: hopeful (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 8th, 2003
2:57 pm	Im Going Crazy Wow im bored....tonight me and amy are suppose to go skating so i hope we actually get there lol, cuz we always have problems with rides and what not...well anyways i woke up at 7am lol got in the shower and went on the computer and thats pretty much it. my mom and dad went out to buy paint for my room earlier so i turned on the stereo really loud, im hardly ever home by myself so i had to do it. lol..then i asked my dad if he could take me out to go driving and we went in the truck and my god that thing is huge i had a really hard time trying to drive it..wooo! Hmmmm what else..? well its 3 right now and i dont no where my mom is but i hope she comes home soon because i want my damn dinner...ARBYS! :) Woooo Weee! I think im going crazy i need out of this damn house. I finsihed my science project yesterday now all i have left is my english one so thats good i guess..;/ehhh ...well umm yea, this is really boring lol. yesterday we had our math test and i sat there the whole time and stared at it. I got at least 5 problems done and thank god she sed we could finish it on monday, but smart little me thought something was funny about the test and it turns out that we just took it 3 weeks ago..the same one ! So i went to look for my other one to get the answers lol...hah but thats not gonna help because i got a 46% on it! Oh yea im so smart :) Well i guess ill fill ya in bout skating lata! <33 Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 6th, 2003
8:34 pm	aww how cute ;) wooooooo weeeeeee im so bored!!! im so glad tomorrow is friday!! yay! lol this weekend me and amy are suppose to go skating so i hope we do something. Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
4:50 pm	OMG KRISTIN!! LUCKY BIZATCH ;) lol kristin ya just called me and told me u met TSL and got autographs omg omg omg i wish i was there!!!! lol!! U better take me next time ;) hehe im waiting for my chicken to get done!! Woooooo WEeeee!!! lol my new favorite word...im bored gotta work on some homework! peace yo! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
7:57 pm	LoRdy LoRdy Im So BoRedY Nose or tounge peirce?: Tongue Be serious or be funny?: funny Boxers or briefs?: boxers baby lol Whole or skim milk?: whole...definitely! Single or Taken?: hmmmmm....i wish i was taken does that count?! Simple or complicated?: simple..but im always complicated :( Law or anarchy?: Hmm i dunno lol Flowers or angels?: Angels Grey or gray?: why not graey! Read or write?: read Color or black-and-white photos?: color Sunrise or sunset?: sunset, sunrise is too early..me still sleeping :) hehe M&M's or Skittles?: M&M's Rap or rock?: rock please Stay up late or wake up late?: stay up late so i wake up late lol TV or Radio?: radio i dont watch too much tv Is it POP or SODA?: soda X or O in Tic-tac-toe?: X! Eat an apple or an orange?: im an apple girl What came first the chicken or the egg?: i dont care about this question i just know i love chicken ;) Hot or Cold?: cold Tall members of the opposite sex or short?: tall..but im too tall lol Sun or moon?: Moon Emerald or ruby?: emerald city and ruby slippers haha...wizard of oz! wooooo! Left or right?: right 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend?: 1 best friend :) Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: chocolate High or Drunk?: Hmm wow neither?! Green beans or carrots?: dude i love green beans haha Low fat or fat free?: none of these im not tryin to lose any weight! come on now! Love or Lust?: love Kids or no kids?: sure why not kids Cat or dog?: dog Half empty or half full?: half empty :( Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup Hard cover books or soft cover book?: hard Newspaper or magazine?: magazine Sandals or sneakers?: sneakers Wonder or amazement?: amazement...amaze me please ;) Red car or white car?: BLUE BLUE BLUE! oo srry thats not a choice...hehe o well Happy and poor or sad and rich?: happy and poor as long as your happy thats all that matters Singing or dancing?: singing Hugging or Kissing?: ha ur asking me? Corduroy or plaid?: ehhhh Happy or sad?: why would someone wanna be sad? Even tho im hardly ever happy Purple or green?: purple A year of hot sex or a lifetime of friendship?:haha friendship :) (Comment on this)
7:32 pm	Birds Go chirp chirp, cows go moo moo O yea you no u like the title of this entry...lol..im bored give me a break! Well im so JEALOUS right now...Kristin is at the Starting Line concert! my boys :( lol...Hope ya had fun darling, wish i was there! lol...Anyways today at tutoring they actually gave us a pizza party for once...Dude I ate like 5 pieces it was great lol. Well tomorrow is thursday and i cant wait for this week to be over but then again i have all these research projects due next week and a presentation on monday :( I hate that shit i think its pointless, and i think word problems in math are pointless and i think school is pointless so what the hell. Today in spanish we had to draw pictures after reading descriptions and mine got picked to move onto "the next round" lol i cant draw it looks so bad, but everyone sitting near me voted for each other it was funny because we all cant draw...and me and amy talked mrs.fox into letting us go to Barton on Friday! oo yea were good like that lol, hey at least we will get out of school and get some free food lol. She asked us if we were crafty..ha yea right...Ok ok ill fess up im a little crafty ;) hehe, tomorrow is suppose to be another shitty day...rain snow whatever! O well my back hurts and im all sore from practice on monday..lol still..!! Well ima go!. TtuL <3! Current Mood: weird (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
9:09 pm	¿eMoTiOnaLLy ConFuSeD? Well today was ok school wise we really didnt have a tough day in any of my classes. We went to the computer lab for science and when i was researching for my project i learned that they test the drug ecstasy on monkeys! So basically they make the monkeys get high how horrible is that...anyways after school i went online and pete asked me to come over and help him with his spanish homework so i did...but i wasnt much help because he pretty much finished it on his own, so i dunno it was weird...then he was online talking to his ex-girlfriend and hes like shes always trying to get me hooked up with people and im like whos she trying to get you with now? And he said Alicia :( she was ice skating last weekend, and I asked holly if alicia liked him and she said she didnt think so :( So now you can tell that im a little upset...but i shouldnt be..cuz its not like im going out with him or anything....but anyways after homework was all done barbershop was on so we went in the living room to watch it, and mike was sleeping on the couch lol...it was funny when he woke up because i think he was surprised that i was there. Their parents were in Las Vegas, damn i wish my parents would go on a vacation for a little while. But i dont no why he asked me to come over and help him with his homework cuz i really didnt know what i was doing...and then my mom came and picked me up at 430 and hes like what is it passed your bed time? ..so whats that mean? Does that mean maybe he wanted me to stay longer?...and when we were watching the movie he also told mike to get up and go sleep somewhere else. So im really confused because I still dont think he likes me that much ;(.....Hmmmm what should I do?! Ahhhhhhh.....lol..I no ur tired of hearing this shit im sorry :( Its not everyday that I have a problem like this..TtuL Current Mood: envious (Comment on this)
Monday, March 3rd, 2003
9:10 pm	FUCK THIS SHIT dude i think me and amy are peacing out of this damn soccer shit for real yo. we walked in and they all gave us dirty looks, fuck off bitches...and all the seniors are prissy little bitches who think theyre better then everyone, and dont get me wrong me and amy did great tonight but i cant stand to be around people like that who make you feel like you shouldnt be there...And we did so much shit that was physically impossible for me to complete fully because im so broken :( I dont love soccer like i used to and thats really sad :( Oh im gonna cry i hurt so much!! Oh well me and amy are deciding by tomorrow cuz we both pretty much liked the workout so we might just quit the gay ass team and join the ymca...who knows...maybe its just my mood swings and her cramps but i dont give a shit all those girls can fuck off. Ttul ;) ---- you no what i noticed ever since i have been in 10th grade my language has been very vulgar lol....damn everything to hell! Current Mood: bitchy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
3:37 pm	fucker-fucker-fucker-fucker oo dont u just love that word! its great!! Anywho, im so sick and im so tired :( I cant stand school and I cant stand my family either! ahhhh..Life sucks!! (at times) lol ...tonight i have damn soccer tryouts and this is gonna suck for me amy and christine because its not a good time in the month, u no what im talking about kristin lol. Im gonna cry I feel like shit and i dont no if im gonna be able to make it throught practice tonight i havent played soccer in forever im scared!!! Ahhh oo well ill try my best and see what i can do ya no? Well enough babbling im out yo! <33 Current Mood: restless (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 2nd, 2003
7:40 pm	Being bored like always! [ Current Clothes ] sweat shirt and pants [ Current Mood ] hyper [ Current Music ] why worry-The all american rejects [ Current Taste ] 7 up [ Current Make-up ] nothing [ Current Hair ] brown,wanna cut it some more,hate it [ Current Favorite Artist ] The starting line,finch,the all american rejects,new found glory,midtown,name taken,simpleplan,taking back sunday,umm wow im drawing a blnk but theres more [ Current Book you're reading ] nothing at all [ Current CD in CD Player] AAR [ Current Worry ] everything LAST PERSON... [ you touched ] my dog...does that count lol [ you talked to ] amy [ you hugged ] mike,or pete i dont remember..i havent really hugged anyone in awhile [ you instant messaged ] ryan [ you yelled at ] mom [ you kissed ] noone FAVORITE... [ food ] chicken! [ drink ] sierra mist [ shoes ] etnies and vans, addidas [ candy ] caramello [ animal ] horsies,dogs,cats,other things too [ tv show ] umm i dont really have one [ movie ] willy wonka and the chocolate factory :) [ dance ] the hula..lol i dunno [ song ] 3 simple words- finch [ cartoon ] sponge bob squarepants ARE YOU... [ understanding ] ehh i guess so [ open-minded ] sometimes [ arrogant ] only when im mad but i try not to be it just happens [ insecure ] VERY MUCH SO [ interesting ] ehhh i would say so [ hungry ] OMG I LOVE THIS QUESTION! of course im hungry hehe [ friendly ] yea [ smart ] used to be lol..kinda still am but im lazy [ moody ] oo yea [ childish ] only with amy lol [ independent ] i like to be [ hard working ] nah im lazy but only if its something i really want or like [ organized ] used to be [ emotionally stable ] um not really lol [ shy ] hell yea [ difficult ] ALL THE FREAKIN TIME [ attractive ] i dont think so [ obsessed ] i hope not WHO DO YOU WANT TO... [ kill ] hmmmm ....the list can go on and on [ slap ] myself for holding shit in all the time [ get really wasted with ] kristin lol drink some YOO HOO! [ look like ] someone pretty [ talk to online ] anyone -HAVE YOU EVER- [ been in love ] nope [ cried when someone died ] of course -WHO- [ makes u laugh the most? ] amy,kristin,ryan...alot of people [ makes you smile ] friends [ who do you have a crush on? ] hmm..Pete ::sigh:: [ has a crush on u? ] no idea [ is the easiest to talk to ] kristin..(no lie darling) lol -DO YOU EVER- [ sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. u?] yes because im such a LOSER [ save aol/aim conversations ] only if its important [ wish u were a member of the opposite sex ] only when u get those monthly problems haha -H A V E .Y O U .E V E R- [ fallen for ur best friend ] yes and i mean as a guy best friends lol [ been rejected ] of course im always afraid of rejection thats why i keep shit in [ rejected someone ] yea but im not mean about it [ used someone ] nope [ been cheated on ] no [ done something u regret ] ehh yea -DO YOU/ARE YOU- [ color ur hair ] sometimes highlight it [ habla espanol ] =do u speak spanish..o yea im good [ how many people are on ur buddy list? ]135 [ drink alcohol? ] not much [ like watching sunrises or sunset ] ya sure why not [ what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain? ] well i guess i would say both because ive been through alot with both -N U M B E R- of times i have had my heart broken? dont know of hearts i have broken? umm 1 i guess...:/ of girls i have kissed? eewww sick of boys i have kissed? hmmm of close friends? nah I WANT: to be known...be happy I HAVE: some great friends I WISH: i was different I MISS: my pop-pop :( I HEAR: music I DANCE: never I SING: all the time I WRITE: notes I AM HAPPY: when someone likes me back...but thats like never so I SHOULD HAVE: fessed up about alot of things in my life and people that i have liked but i always keep it in in fear of rejection so i end up screwing myself anyways...::sigh:: Wow i dont like this quiz anymore lol....well yesterday we went iceskating again and holly,jenna,brennan,joe,pete,mike,kyle, and jim were there. It was ok it was funny trying to watch ryan skate because he had to hold on to everything it was great. and i have been confused lately about this whole pete thing as u no...but last night kyle sed pete asked him if he should go out with me. I guess he is just confused because he really hasnt talked to me lately. but why would he ask kyle that? i mean its his descision! not kyles...oo well i guess i should be happy that he is even considering it still but what gets on my nerves is that we hardly talk :( but im gonna be a loser and give him more time cuz i dont like any one else anyways lol <33 Current Mood: hyper (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 1st, 2003
12:19 pm	Poptarts died :( Saturday!!!! Oh yea! lol....well i woke up all early again! And then i went online and its cold in my house. So yea i decide to make myself some great poptarts! because poptarts are just so awesome I had to have some! So my toaster has a setting for poptarts and I set it and all, I come back like 3 mintues later and the damn things fell off the little rack thing and were dead :( Why the hell do they have a pop tart setting if you cant even cook them!! I should sue :( Im definitely not happy about that. O well, Im so hungry, I just ate some mac and cheese...tonight i might go ice skating but im not quite sure yet. We will prolley go anyways. I hope i do something i dont feel like sitting inside once again. Last night i bought my soccer spikes and i also got my shinguards...aww they are so great! lol...soccer tryouts start on monday from 6 to 9! can u believe that bullshit!! Its crazy! well im gonna go <33 well according to this quiz..im pretty much crazy! Disorder Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: High Borderline: Moderate Histrionic: Moderate Narcissistic: Moderate Avoidant: High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High -- Click Here To Take The Test -- Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Friday, February 28th, 2003
5:33 pm	Friday Once again Another friday! oh yea! sike, im so bored already me and amy are suppose to go to buy spikes tonight but i doubt were gonna go anywhere thats the way it always is. My moms sick so shes in a piss ass mood...but thats like always so what am i saying, shes really pissing me off and shes saying im starting trouble and what not and i didnt even do anything and she just goes on and on about stupid little shit that pisses me off. sometimes i just wanna AHHHH!!!!! scream ? maybe but yea tomorrow is saturday and i might go ice skating with christine again but im not sure if i want to or not. well petes gonna be there but i dont no whats gonna go on with that because lately it seems like hes ignoring me...I dunno...holly and jenna are gonna go and i think kait and brennan are going to! Well that should be fun, but whatever. I tried talking to mike a little bit about math the other day but it seems like he doesnt wanna talk to me...oh well i guess you cant blame him!!! well im gonna go do nothing and sit around all night. <33 Current Mood: irritated (Comment on this)
8:03 am	2 hr delay well we have a two hour delay i knew we wouldnt not have school. this sucks i dont think today is gonna be a good day. im just blah about everything, its like i dont wanna wait to see what happens with pete and all but im going to cuz there is noone else i like but its taking forever! lol....i gotta get ready for school in a few :( i hope we dont have chaks test today because its on four chapters! ahh im gonna fail, im so tired and i am hungry :(well tonight ill prolley do nothing because amys always with ryan and christine has work and on saturday its gonna be the same way :( ahh im such a loser. Im the one sitting at home doing nothing. And i wanna go ice skating saturday because i heard tons of people are gonna go, and well you know the other reason why....but yea its something to do and i prolley wont go!!!! Ahhh well i guess ill go get ready for school <33 Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)